Loving Yourself Whole

Authentically Embrace Self-love And Be A Catalyst In Our World's Transformation



A 6 Module, Self-Paced, Online Training with 2 Private, 60-minute Coaching Sessions with Dr. Carin LaCount

Self-love Expert, Coach and Author of The Love Liar: A Memoir of Codependency, Narcissism and the Pursuit of Self-Love

Discover the essential practices to empower a self-love that will not only give you greater clarity and abundance, but also position you to facilitate real transformation in our world.

You're a spiritual old soul, and you know it! You feel so much love for humanity and you're driven to make a difference in the world.
Imagine a life where you tap into your vast life experience on this planet and are clear as to how to use love to fulfill your purpose, where you’re free of that annoying doubt as to how to manifest your dreams, and you genuinely feel compassion for yourself and others. 
Imagine that you can toss aside overwhelm and know exactly how you can make a difference in a world dominated and challenged by younger souls. 
The problem, despite being a spiritual old soul, is that you find yourself caught up in fear and overwhelm. You may even suffer a sort of imposter syndrome as you try to hide your relentlessly negative internal dialogue with a disingenuous positivity that borders on toxic. 
The obstacle lies in navigating the fear-based behaviors of others while resisting the pull towards judgment and negativity.
You may feel a bit broken inside, and if you’re honest, you’re angry with too many people and you’re not even sure you truly love yourself. 



Even though you've devoted years to the study of spirituality and the concept of self-love feels like a no-brainer, in a world saturated with fear-driven behaviors, you're noticing that you're blocked from authentically embodying love for yourself or even to see how cultivating self-love holds the key to global harmony—though it does.
As an old soul, you hold the key to global transformation because your soul has a lofty assignment for this life. However, it's imperative that you are fully aligned with love for who you are in order to complete the tasks (and you know what they are in your heart) for which your soul has incarnated. 


It all begins with you. 


This is why I created Loving Yourself Whole 
I've designed this course to provide actionable steps, guiding you to a deeper understanding of your origins and fostering genuine self-love. Armed with this knowledge, you'll consistently tune into your inner guidance and reduce your frustration towards those whose fear-driven actions take you off course. This newfound peace and love will radiate, impacting your surroundings positively. 
By the course's end, you'll understand the myriad of differences between young and old souls, grasp the inner workings of the world through the lens of A Course In Miracles, and learn to navigate through your varying energy levels to maximize your healing.
This will facilitate a self-loving, more healed version of yourself who no longer looks to others for validation, and who has the clarity necessary to heed your inner guidance. All of which allows for self-loving choices that will deliver the abundant blessings that the universe intends for you. 
Consequently, you'll embody a love that extends to all, regardless of reciprocation, dispelling doubts about your ability to be one who facilitates a loving, positive transformation in our world.  


By the end of this course, you will:

  • Have a deeper understanding of what self-love is, which is way beyond society’s concept of loving ourselves.
  • Have your spiritual questions satisfactorily answered.
  • Use those answers to know how to create a life of love and abundance.
  • Learn what unloving practices you’ve developed and how to shift those practices toward a consistent, unconditional love for you and others.
  • Through the practice of self-love, you will create habits that honor who you are with humility and respect.
  • You will learn to tap into your intuition which will open your channels of creativity so you can be unimpeded by self-doubt and bring your transformational  gift to the world.


My Personal Story and Invitation to You

“How do I pray?” asked my father. I was 6-years old and we were standing beside my mother’s coffin, a vase of wild-flowers I’d picked earlier that day perched atop the shiny mahogany.

“Oh hon-,“was all he could muster. We were Catholic, but not really practicing other than the obligatory Sunday mass. In my experience, religion never gave me the answers I was looking for. I was left to untangle the lesson of my mother’s sudden death all on my own.

As an old soul, I never questioned  the spiritual nature of our existence, and I never stopped looking for answers to the big questions such as who we are, why we’re here and—as my mother’s death initiated early on—why we suffer.  

Fast forward to the year 2020. I was 4 years divorced from a deeply insecure and fear-filled man who had control over me for 27 years with narcissistic manipulations, and I was seeing similar behaviors all over the news and social media.

Like many old souls, the pandemic and the oddly coincidental attacks on BLM, LGBTQ, women and other minorities filled me with frustration, anger and a confounding need to love those who didn’t want my love or even know what to do with it.

It reminded me of my marriage.    

I’d found the lessons I was beginning to articulate in my book, The Love Liar: A Memoir of Codependency, Narcissism and the Pursuit of Self-love were  beginning to help me find compassion for those caught up in the illusion of fear that’s gripped our planet.

But it was work. I needed to let go of my codependent ways, initiate boundaries and set priorities around whom I spent time with as well as dig in deeper to my spiritual studies to make sense of it all.

In essence, I was practicing self-love as I also identified the root cause of the world’s discontent.

Now I find myself consistently driven to maintain love for myself to maximize my ability to help others and be a positive contributor to the spiritual evolution of humanity.

I invite you to join me to develop your pursuit of self-love, learn without a doubt who you are and why you’re here, so you can use that knowledge to become a loving force for powerful change in our world.

 Much Love,


What People Are Saying About Dr. Carin

"Carin is a brave survivor who makes the important connection between emotional pain and physical illness, in her book, The Love Liar. I am impressed with her vulnerability, strength, and tenacity."

Debbie Mirza

Best-selling author of The Covert Passive-Aggressive Narcissist

"Dr. Carin has a fresh and no-nonsense approach to this subject matter, delivered with the utmost style! Her knowledge juxtaposed with her humilty and sense of humor lend a heartwarming feel to difficult circumstances."

Tiffany Locke

MMS, PA Physician Associate Family and Cosmetic Medicine

"Dr Carin’s personal journey is such an inspiration! Her strength, wisdom, kindness, and insight brings clarity and confidence to others in their quest towards full love and acceptance of themselves." 

Leslie Essing

Mother, Life Coach, M.Ed, Counseling Psych, Poet, Survivor

"Dr. Carin's journey exemplifies unwavering persistence, self-love and strength. Her ability to confront the hard truths and breek free from the fog of codependency is an inspiration, and she is uniquely equipped to guide others on their own transformative paths towards healing, self-discovery and love."

Samantha Wallen

Restorative Writing Mentor, Creator of Beyond the Journal Writing Community

Here’s What You’ll Learn

Module 1

The Ego and The Holy Spirit: Understanding How To Use Love From A Course In Miracles

Love is a powerful tool which we’ve been gifted by our creator. It’s also who we are at the core of our being. So why is life so difficult?  

In this module you will discover:

  • The simplicity of ACIM and why it’s so confusing.
  • Who you are, why you’re here and why life can be so damn hard.
  • How ACIM can help you be more in love with yourself and how you can be more loving toward others who don’t want your stinkin’ love, and why that matters.


Module 2

The 7 Levels of Energy: Nurturing Your Heart Through Energy Awareness

None of us are immune to fear, how we manage it starts with awareness.  When we are aware of how we are receiving and responding to our circumstances, it helps to quiet our ego and let love in.

In this module you will discover:

  • The 7 Levels of Energy from which we each operate.
  • How those energies can both serve us and hold us back.
  • How you can manage your own energy level with compassionate awareness.

Module 3

The Past Life Angle: How Your Past Lives Shape Your Current Life From a Self-Loving Perspective

Discover where your soul is on the path to its retirement while you learn about the 10 soul age levels. You'll gain a deeper understanding of all souls on the planet and how the age of the soul drives our beliefs and attitudes.

In this module you will discover:

  • A brief overview of the levels of our souls as we go through reincarnation.
  • How your soul type, desires, fears, challenges and missions are key to your purpose for this life.
  • How important understanding past lives is as we go way beyond curiosity to cultivate a deeper love for self.


Module 4

When We Trip up: Cultivating A New Way of Being to Break FREE From Unloving Behaviors   

The lower catabolic energy levels are very seductive. Without awareness, or even with it, we can see how we can get caught up in toxic Love Liar ® patterns.

In this module you will discover:

  • How old, empathetic souls will gaslight ourselves to stay in Love Liar® patterns.
  • Where in your life you’ve made decisions based on a fearful lower energy rather than a loving understanding of what you deserve.
  • How only you can help yourself: creating more effective self-love practices.

Module 5

Self-Love Begets Abundance: Learning How Loving Yourself Helps You Naturally Manifest Your Dreams.

Manifesting our needs and desires can be a frustrating and confusing conundrum in this world of social media. It’s easy to get lost in the fear of lack and lose sight of what our heart truly desires.

In this module you will discover:

  • How mindsets--sometimes rooted in past life fears--can interfere with manifesting our dreams, and how to overcome them.
  • How money is a miracle, not the “root of all evil.”
  • Where self-love can be used to tap into our intuition and manifest our divine desires.

Module 6

What’s Possible With Love In Your Heart? Discovering how an alignment with self-love will reveal the path to your purpose  

So much more is possible in your life now that you’ve overcome the blocks to loving yourself. Your mind is more open and you’ve become more intuitive.

In this module you will discover:

  • How those nagging thoughts you’ve had about your life’s dreams or passions—your genius—is actually self-love trying to break through the fear of the ego.
  • Know what to do when the inevitable doubt kicks in.
  • How your love for you feeds the evolution of humanity's consciousness

More Praise For Dr. Carin

"I have known Dr. Carin for more than 10 years as an esteemed colleague and friend. She was most recently a 2x guest panelist about Narcissism for the Senior Executive Women's Network that I facilitated. Dr. Carin's coaching and weekly programs help you to discover repeat patterns about how you sabotage yourself from receiving your best life that you know you deserve. I highly recommend Dr. Carin, her coaching programs, and her book, The Love Liar for personal growth." 


Loretta Stevens

Founder, Senior Executive Women's Network, LLC 



"Carin possesses a rare combination of profound expertise and genuine compassion. Her deep understanding of codependency, narcissism, and the intricate dynamics of self-love is truly remarkable. But what sets Carin apart is her ability to connect on a personal level, to empathize, and to create a safe and nurturing space for growth and healing." 


Mark Porteous

Co-founder of the Soul Affiliate Alliance

"Carin is a true beacon of inspiration. Her personal journey is a testament to what self-love should truly look like. Her unwavering compassion shines through in everything she does."


Renee Porteous

Owner, Divine Order Management and
Co-founder of Soul Affiliate Alliance


"I found out the hard way that I was trudging through life without loving myself...and definitely not liking myself. When I woke up to this realization, Dr. Carin helped me see my issues in ways I had been blind to for years. Her caring, compassionate approach raised my consciousness and confidence to embark on my liberating head-to-heart, self-love journey.”

 Adam Bricker

CEO Atom Connects, Inc. Producer Faster Class T.V. 



It’s More Than a Course - It’s a Community!

When you register for Loving Yourself Whole, a 6-Module, self-paced, online course you’ll become part of an inspired, vibrant, global learning community of people just like you who are seeking to break free from fear and love themselves whole.

You’ll be interacting online with Dr. Carin and your fellow students through a private Facebook page created exclusively for the participants in this course.

As a part of each week’s curriculum you’ll be given practice exercises and invited to share your experiences on the forum.

In addition to studying with Dr. Carin you’ll be learning from each other, supporting each other’s progress and potentially partnering with your fellow participants to continue your practice and development.

Here’s What You’ll Receive:

6 online teaching modules

Each module will guide you through specific topics aimed at deeping your spiritual knowledge of self-love to help you develop specific skills to connect to your inner self and more deeply realize your innate potential.

A $497 value


2 1-hour, one-on-one coaching sessions with Dr. Carin 

You will learn so much in the modules, but integrating the knowledge into your every day life will take practice. Dr. Carin will meet with you for one hour before you start the course and one hour after.

A $500 value

3-month membership to the Inner Circle of Love Group Coaching

Meet with Dr. Carin and other participants of Loving Yourself Whole 2 x a month to more deeply integrate the knowledge and practices learned to keep you on track with your inner guidance toward being the change you want to see in the world. 

A $297 value



  • Downloadable PDF documents Important course documents supporting the teaching modules will be available for download.
  • Special Bonuses to enhance your course experience valued at over $400 (see below) These special bonuses were selected specifically to support you in your progress throughout the course.
  • A private Facebook group created exclusively for participants You’ll have access to an inspired, vibrant and supportive global learning community by interacting online with Dr. Carin and your fellow students.

Course Bonuses

Instant Registration Bonus- Register within 24 hours of the free online event

Free 1:1 Coaching session with Dr. Carin

($250 value) 

Get a jump on your self-love journey with an addiitonal 60-minute conversation with Dr. Carin before or during the course. This will help you prime your transformation toward becoming a truly unconditionally, self-loving creator of your life.

Available only to instant registrants

Early Registration Bonus- Expires at midnight Pacific time on September 30th

A FREE Self-Love Guided Visualization recorded by Dr. Carin.

($47 value)

Listen to a recording from the comfort of your room where you can visualize your younger self in a moment of suffering and give the child (or adult) version of you the unconditional love you needed and didn't receive. 

Expires at midnight PT on February 3rd

A Recorded Regenerative Breathwork session with Transformational Breathwork Facilitator Jessica Brace!

  • Release layers of hurt, sadness and trauma
  • Feel your heart open with forgiveness and love
  • Reconnect back to joy, happiness and inspiration



$147 value


A list of concise, motivational points to keep by your side that will help you STAY FOCUSED on your awareness around how you are loving yourself and who you are being.  


$19 value

A digital copy of Dr. Carin's powerful story: The Love Liar: A Memoir of Codependency, Naricissism and The Pursuit of Self-Love 


Here's a summary of what the 6-Module course includes:
  • 6 Self-Paced, ONLINE Teaching Modules
  • 3 month access to the Inner Circle of Love Interactive Coaching and Q&A Sessions, 2 per month
  • Private Course Website
  • Private Social Media Community
  • Exercises and Practices for each Module
  • Downloadable Course Materials
  • ALL the Special Bonus Content



Single Payment




per month / 3 monthly payments


About Dr. Carin

An optometrist with a penchant for helping people truly see the world and themselves in it, Dr. Carin is passionate about understanding one of humans most basic rights—self-love. She is driven by the tendency of most to misunderstand and unintentionally fall short on giving themselves love. She has been writing about her unique insights into the notion of Self-love, starting with her book The Love Liar: A Memoir of Codependency, Narcissism and the Pursuit of Self-Love as well as several articles published on Medium.com.

Her own self-love journey began in 2015 when she followed her heart out of an abusive 20-year marriage. Soon after she found solice in pole dancing, which is her primary form of fun and exercise. She also loves to walk nature trails, see, and espeically dance to, live music, and read, listen or watch whatever book, podcast or show inspires thought or makes her laugh. 

Having grown up in Menasha, WI, and lived there until she moved with her children to Austin in 2021, she dreams of expanding her self-love practice through travel. She intends to visit the Mediterranean soon and dreams to see the blue of the Agean Sea. The photo of her here is on the Hawaiian Island of Kaui in the Sacred Forest of holy Rudraksha trees in 2018.

Dr. Carin has a Bachelor of Science in Human Biology from the University of Wisconsin-Green Bay, and a doctorate from the Illinois College of Optometry in Chicago, IL. She also has a coaching certification with iPEC-Institute of Professional Excellence in Coaching, as well as a certification in Energy Leadership®

She currently lives in Austin, Texas with her two kids and their cats. She's had 4 standard poodles in her life, the last one, Dixie, crossed the Rainbow Bridge in 2021. One day soon she intends to find the space in her life for another four-legged, curly-haired friend.


Frequently Asked Questions

For any questions not answered here please contact me at: [email protected]